It's more than a wish, more than a daydream
More than just a passing whim
Yes, I've said this all before
A thousand times or more
I don't wanna waste my life in chains of sin
CHORUS
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be a casual Christian
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna live a lukewarm life
I wanna light up the night
With an everlasting light
I don't wanna live the casual Christian life
This life is filled with strong distractions
With pulls from the left or from the right
I've already made up my mind
Gonna leave this world behind
Gonna live my life a living sacrifice.
After reading through this and singing it again in my head, I started thinking of how NOT to be casual in my Christian walk. That would be to be dramatically real with people, bold in my witness, seeking the Truth and committing to act as if it's my priority, since it then would be. It's scary to even type this, because it means I realize it and if I choose not to do it, it's sinning again. Like, Paul's words in Romans 7, how we continually do the things we don't want to, and don't do what we know we should. This is a thought that I'm constantly mulling over, usually right after I correct my kids for committing some disobedient act I've warned them about repeatedly, and then God lovingly goes, "Ummm, hey - seem familiar? How about being an example and DO what you're telling them to?!" So, this leads me to another song. Good ol' Jennifer Knapp said it well.
ROMANS
Just when I think I've got it,
It's gone.
When I think I know the answer
And I dare to raise my hand it's wrong.
Stop, stop, stop this foolish pride of mine
That dares to drag me far away from you.
When I try to do it my way I always lose,
I always lose your point of view.
I don't have to be condemned.
Jesus saved me from the laws of sin.
If I fall I'll try again.
With the spirit as my guide
I'll never have to hide again.
I, I, I try to close my eyes like a child
Playing in a game of hide and seek.
If I can not see the Lord
Then surely Lord
You can not see me.
As if I could ever
Keep him from spying me.
All the plans of this man they're nothing more
Nothing more than evil schemes.
Jesus saved me from the laws of sin.
If I fall I'll try again.
With the spirit as my guide
I'll never have to hide again.
Romans 7:15-16 What I don't understand about myself is that I decide one way, but then I act another, doing things I absolutely despise. So if I can't be trusted to figure out what is best for myself and then do it, it becomes obvious that God's command is necessary. 17-20 But I need something more! For if I know the law but still can't keep it, and if the power of sin within me keeps sabotaging my best intentions, I obviously need help! I realize that I don't have what it takes. I can will it, but I can't do it. I decide to do good, but I don't really do it; I decide not to do bad, but then I do it anyway. My decisions, such as they are, don't result in actions. Something has gone wrong deep within me and gets the better of me every time. 21-23 It happens so regularly that it's predictable. The moment I decide to do good, sin is there to trip me up. I truly delight in God's commands, but it's pretty obvious that not all of me joins in that delight. Parts of me covertly rebel, and just when I least expect it, they take charge. 24 I've tried everything and nothing helps. I'm at the end of my rope. Is there no one who can do anything for me? Isn't that the real question? 25 The answer, thank God, is that Jesus Christ can and does. He acted to set things right in this life of contradictions where I want to serve God with all my heart and mind, but am pulled by the influence of sin to do something totally different. (the Message)
4 comments:
Look at you ... a link to my blog from yours and I finally found you! I saw your comment on N. ... then the link to here from Karen! I'm happy to be reconnected ... I've just read all your posts. The kids are beautiful. And I loved the last long post about James and nursing and your mom ... felt like I caught up with the last couple years. :) Hope you don't mind if I bring my cup of tea to your corner of the world. LOL
Hello again, friend.
I just read all of your blog and am reminded why I think so fondly of you. To me you are the epitomy of femininity, you are vunerable, gentle, kind, and very strong in the Lord. It really is beautiful. You made such an impact on me when I came to visit Southeastern because of your strong faith. I know that was a long time ago (I was 17 whew!!) but it was a hard time in my life and being there helped me hope. Anyway it was good to run in to you at Target. I was actually really surprised you remembered me. I'll be reading..
Hey, it was so nice running into you at Target. I just want you to know that you were such an encouragment to me when I was 17 (ha that was a long time ago). It was a very hard time in my life and you were such a picture of strength in the Lord. I wanted so much to be like you because you were so much like the Lord to me. You prob. did'nt even realize you were doing anything special but God used you and I am sure He has used you in so many other ways that you don't know about.
I love your blog...I'll be reading!
OOPS!! I am so sorry about the repeat message...I saw that it did not post and I thought I must of accidently erased it so I sent you another one before I realized you had to approve it first. OOPS..well we will just say God wanted you to have an extra dose of encouragement! I am really not going to leave 50 messages every time :)
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